29th of May 2012
 

Here’s to life with no regrets. I’ll see you again. One day.

21st of May 2012
 

Am I doing the right thing. I haven’t seen my family in weeks. I don’t know what’s going on back home. No one knows where I’m at. I feel weaker every day. Tell me that I am that I have the strength to live.

16th of May 2012
 

I am hopeless that I trust you. Where are you walking to when I need you.

21st of April 2012
 
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Go Cubs go. Go Cubs go. Hey chicago what do you way the Cubs are gonna win today!

 
Cold. Good thing I got a nice bottle of 21 whiskey waiting to warm me up once I’m home.

Cold. Good thing I got a nice bottle of 21 whiskey waiting to warm me up once I’m home.

19th of April 2012
 
My uncle and aunts house. So Puerto Rican. But I love it. It’s home for now.

My uncle and aunts house. So Puerto Rican. But I love it. It’s home for now.

 
At the horse shoe casinos in Chicago. Blowing all my money.

At the horse shoe casinos in Chicago. Blowing all my money.

18th of April 2012
 

Fuck you fuck you fuck you. Take the money and run. Stay the fuck away from me. Don’t ever think about me again. Cunt.

15th of April 2012
 
And then getting shit faced. Smoking some more.

And then getting shit faced. Smoking some more.

 
I went to church today. A Jewish synagog. My aunt is Jewish. I went while on Dmt. Huh. Last night was interesting a lot of things i came to realize and need to tell some people but they won’t listen.

I went to church today. A Jewish synagog. My aunt is Jewish. I went while on Dmt. Huh. Last night was interesting a lot of things i came to realize and need to tell some people but they won’t listen.

 
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My Dmt moments.

 
Myself:
I didn't realize how miserable someone can really be.
Roman(my cousin I just met a day ago):
it's ok cuzzo. Your part of the Diaz familia. We are strong people. Humble people. Warriors. We fought generations of slavery and that never got us down. You're just as strong. If you are hurt now I'm sure I can get one of my buds to hook us up with peyote or DMT. you want a clear heart. That shit can answer everything you want. Remember cuzzo, we just met but you're still blood and we'll take care of you. I promise.
And at this point I started to cry. Guess I'm moving to Chicago.
14th of April 2012
 

Here goes. Smoking Dmt for the first time. Maybe this will answer some things.

 
I’m in a van with three kids, my uncle and aunt. We are heading to some persons house that’s an hour outside of Chicago. Thankfully my cousin let me borrow his headphones because these kids won’t stop singing the wheels on the bus.

I’m in a van with three kids, my uncle and aunt. We are heading to some persons house that’s an hour outside of Chicago. Thankfully my cousin let me borrow his headphones because these kids won’t stop singing the wheels on the bus.

 

I don’t think it can get any worse than this. Can it..?

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